Making friends

Okay, so at university they put a big emphasis on making friends right? But for most people that happens in the first year. So now little old me trying, to make friends, is having a very, very hard time. I'm desperately trying to make friends and join in with peoples events, but I'm hitting dead ends. This is because I'm trying to break into tight-nit friendship groups. They accept me into their group an look after me when it suits them but as soon as something else happens things tend to change slightly...

For example last night it was a friends birthday party. Somebody said that they wouldn't leave me, because we were goin somewhere I didn't like and didn't really know that many people going. Well I ended up getting left as my friend took someone home who was too drunk and then I was elbowed out of the group buy the people I didn't know so well. So it was a lovely night which I promptly left an went home. 

So yes, where some people treat you like friends you always get those a little reminder to let you know that actually your a second in the friendship group.

The Welsh Mountain Zoo

So on September the 29th it was the last day of Freshers week before lectures started on the 30th. So we decided to take the First Year students to the zoo.

Here are some pictures from the day!

Single Again

So it seems life has deemed it necessary to make me single yet again, that's right, Liam broke up with me a week ago.

I'm trying not to mope and let it get me down, but man is it hard... I ran out of things to keep me busy with and I can feel myself slipping away and blending into the background during conversations. I try not too, but I don't feel part of the conversations my friends seem to always have... 

I haven't really eaten a proper meal all week, due to the fact I didn't go shopping so have limited food, and I have been too busy to actually go and get better food. So I just... didn't.

At least my room is completely spotless now...

Freshers week

So, it's the start of freshers week today, an so the start of another year here at Bangor Uni. 

I can't say I'm not excited, because I am... I'm a peer guide, which basically means I look after a group of new students and help them settle in as best as I can. I'm all ready with my peer guide pack, card and t-shirt and cannot wait for my freshers to move in tomorrow!!

But this year also means more to  me than that, it's going to be a fresh start. This is the year I'm going to push myself and try and break out of my shell more. I already achieved something huge for myself over the summer and showed myself I can be strong and independent. But it's time to take it to the next stop.

Honestly, I cannot wait!

My Feelings At The Moment

So, with summer coming to an end and the start of uni looming, I thought I'd do a quick post of how I'm feeling and how I think my summer has gone.

So summer has been beautiful, I look back at the choices I have made and I know I have done the right things. All the time I have spent with Liam has been so much fun and he makes me feel so happy and special. I feel so comfortable with him and he just makes everything seem so much more than it is. 

I regret what has happened between me and my Ex, but there is nothing that I could have done differently and so nothing else I can change or try..

So I'm looking forward.

Freshers week is next week. My plan? Join some societies and actually stick with them, I'm going to extend my friendship group, hopefully by a lot. I'm fed up of having hardly anyone to turn to when things go sour. So I'm going to get lot involved and see what works out best. 

I'm also setting a new goal to do something that I love doing but which is also going to be good and healthy for me... This is most probably going to be dancing... But I'll wait and see what happens and what I can find :) 

I'm really nervous though, it's going to be a great year hopefully, but I cannot predict what kind of troubles in going to face along the way... 

The most yummy breakfast

Boiled egg and dippy soldiers... I'm not a child, promise :D