Making friends

Okay, so at university they put a big emphasis on making friends right? But for most people that happens in the first year. So now little old me trying, to make friends, is having a very, very hard time. I'm desperately trying to make friends and join in with peoples events, but I'm hitting dead ends. This is because I'm trying to break into tight-nit friendship groups. They accept me into their group an look after me when it suits them but as soon as something else happens things tend to change slightly...

For example last night it was a friends birthday party. Somebody said that they wouldn't leave me, because we were goin somewhere I didn't like and didn't really know that many people going. Well I ended up getting left as my friend took someone home who was too drunk and then I was elbowed out of the group buy the people I didn't know so well. So it was a lovely night which I promptly left an went home. 

So yes, where some people treat you like friends you always get those a little reminder to let you know that actually your a second in the friendship group.

The Welsh Mountain Zoo

So on September the 29th it was the last day of Freshers week before lectures started on the 30th. So we decided to take the First Year students to the zoo.

Here are some pictures from the day!

Single Again

So it seems life has deemed it necessary to make me single yet again, that's right, Liam broke up with me a week ago.

I'm trying not to mope and let it get me down, but man is it hard... I ran out of things to keep me busy with and I can feel myself slipping away and blending into the background during conversations. I try not too, but I don't feel part of the conversations my friends seem to always have... 

I haven't really eaten a proper meal all week, due to the fact I didn't go shopping so have limited food, and I have been too busy to actually go and get better food. So I just... didn't.

At least my room is completely spotless now...